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Letter to my Soulmate

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Paulo Coelho in The Zahir: A Novel Obsession says- “Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.”

People say love is eternal. I am an obsessed reader of novels, so I tend to read the charismatic expression of love, filled with emotions, laughter, pains and even sorrows that comes with a loving heart. Love defines every expression that comes in your life and the one you loved, is noble for you. Well, let me tell you all, I believe in love, and want to experience what being in love feels like.

But I know someone is waiting for me, who is made only for me, who will love me dearly, find happiness in me and I am waiting for him eagerly. So, today I plan to write a letter to my soulmate, love of my life, who exist there, but my caressing eyes are not able to find him.

Dear Soulmate,

I know you exist and I want to let you know that I miss you a lot. Your love is written in letters of light all over the sheer fabric of my soul, engraved like an antique inscription all over the crumbling walls of my heart, too sacred to be touched by time, too old to be erased or forgotten, too pure like an air. I have never seen you for real. I don’t know how you look but Love doesn’t have to be pretty and seasonal, hearts are not cherry blossoms.

I have longed for you since long. I am used to with such longing with a pure heart. But I wish to see you, hug you like mad and just be with you forever. When will you show up? Have we crossed our path anytime? I wish I had that influence to grasp your soul with a magnificent smile of mine. I wish I could have a magical power to find you wherever you are and give you that tagline finally, that you deserve.

I know my eyes will sink badly, I might get numb when you will hold me tight in your arms. But I am waiting for that day when you will make me feel I am the most special girl in your world, an Angel to be. The time I will find you, get ready to witness the landslides of Love and eruption like volcanos, because my uncontrolled emotions will surely find the way out and you and just you will only be able to comfort me.

Oh Well, I need to be serious and let me share my heart out. I won’t deny that I never held someone’s hand. I can’t deny that my head didn’t rested in anyone’s shoulder before. And I also admit that I was madly in crush with someone who was not worth it. Your love has met some sad emotional outbreak, I even questioned myself for liking a bad guy, and I even tried to stay far from someone who asked a little space on my heart. Why? Because somewhere I was wanting only you to find me. I have always protected my little innocent heart which was meant to beat only for you. Dear Soulmate, I have faced many things alone, Will you face the rest with me, holding my hand?

I am genuinely wishing for someone who will love me as much as I love them. Someone who brings the same commitment, the same enthusiasm, the same energy to the relationship that I bring. I don’t care about presents, candlelit dinners, or big grand gestures. I don’t need any of that. I’ve never cared about finding someone who will ‘tick’ all of the right boxes, or someone who will make a big show of things, or put me up on a pedestal, or worship me. That doesn’t appeal to me at all. All I need is someone who I have a deep and genuine connection with. Someone willing to put as much effort into making things work as I am. Someone who will listen to me as I will listen to them, someone who cares as much about me as I do about them.

You know, I just fear sometimes. Many questions arise in my mind. But I have listened to my heart and it tells me you’re the answer. Every time to find solace, thoughts of you is only that helps. I am waiting for you. Come and occupy my heart. Because it’s only for you. Fill the gaps in my hands and promise to love me with all your life. I know you will protect me and make me smile. You will turn all my fears into strength and make me complete.

Hey Soulmate, Come and conquer my love. I am waiting for you.

Yours Love,

Spark